Wednesday, September 3, 2008

my new sensation.





90210. yessssssss yesss yes.
-my first post from my iPod touch :)

-its 2:39 in the morning.

-my last "first day of school" of high school in the morning.

-holy shit, I'm a senior.

-I'm on the phone with my boyfriend.

-who woulda thought that i would be going into my senior year with a boyfriend?

-we're not talking about anything at the moment, hence this post.

-we just hit a month yesterday.

-summer's officially over.

-going to Staples tomorrow is gonna be a pain in the ass.

-ill post more tomorrow, im tired.

-hopefully I fall asleep soon.

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Take me back........

to MoMA, please .

oh, and here.



Fuck Personality.





i totally agree with this video. Most people now a days do say that they're real when in reality, they're just following a trend. In the video, he says that he knew what "real" was before Avril, before 2002. Now, it's 2008 and your realness ,to some people, is determined by how many sneakers you have , how much weed you smoke, the people you chill with, etc. Now ask yourself...did you consider yourself "real" before or after you became a hypebeast ? That's just one question of many. Some people ARE fake. Their personalities? absolute bullshit. I believe that it is truly rare to totally know every aspect of a person's personality. People these days try to portray themselves as "REAL" & "NOT HYPE" on shit like myspace or whatever. Get a clue and give up. Personality IS indeed merely presentation, and people tend to bullshit on their's so be aware.

movie mania.


i've been seeing a lot of movies lately. Just finished seeing Funny Games. Critics say that it's "terrifying" or whatever, i didn't so. It's just so fucked up. Those motherfuckers are wierd. See it for a 'humph?' moment. Last night i finally saw The Strangers. ( so late, i know.) Now that was scary. I live in a big house so i get paranoid now when i'm alone, thinking some creep with a mask is gonna be behind me, lurking. I saw it with my friend Perla at 3 am & homegirl did a full blown scream at my house -_-

CREEPER.

I also saw El Cantante this week. (again, late , i know) It was good. How beautiful does Jennifer Lopez look in this movie ? The movie made be get back on my salsa grind , so i downloaded some Hector Lavoe songs for me and my grandpa to dance to :)

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Candy.


What a movie. i saw it last night. not for the faint hearted. romantic. totally realistic and truely compelling. sick. i never wanted to try heroin before and now , after seeing this movie....it just hit home. Heath Ledger was great here. Abbie Cornish is in it too; i've never seen one of her movies but she's so good. If you like movies like Hard Candy or stuff like that , you should check this out.


"We had a lot going for us. We'd found the secret glue that held all things together. In a perfect place, where the noise did not intrude, our world was so very complete. "

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

______

look what i got !

so i got this purse while i was on vacation, when i stopped at Mexico. i think it cannot get any better. it's made of chips & candy wrappers; handmade. (if you look closely , you can see) not to mention, I'm on my green shit cause it's technically recycled. shit is crack ! ♥



Sunday, August 10, 2008

Criminal.

it's 8:12 in the morning; I've been awake since 6. i blame the booze from last night for my lack or sleep, ironically. wait no... i'm sure i'm awake right now cause i got so much shit on my mind , not cause of all my beer chugs. it's ridiculous. you know what sucks about arguing with someone you care about for the first time ? you don't know how they would act, their reaction comes as a surprise...which can hurt you, shock you, or even please you. you also feel hesitant to say something because it might just make the situation worse. Am I the only one that thinks like this? i have a massive headache and it's just making me feel worse. it's Sunday morning now, & the day outside looks beautiful....My Saturday afternoon was great. I went to a BBQ in new york, right by the dirty ass Hudson river water; it was a nice view nonetheless. I met new people, they were cool. the things i'd do right now to have one of those cheeseburgers from yesterday. i'm really hungry....maybe i'll fry some cheese & eat it with platanoes. the true dominican in me.

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Friday, August 8, 2008

Meatwater?



-___________- gross.

not gonna lie though, i wanna try it .

http://dinnerinabottle.com/

i dig.

i just heard this song for the first time.
i like it.

my type of chocolate.



this is cute.

click here for more info.

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

twenty.

1] from my experiences with you , i have learned to take shit slow with guys. i don't even know why i acted like that with you ! i never have....it's not even that i was like so infatuated with you , it was just lust. i realize now what i should have realized then; that i was sooo wrapped up in you & all the shit you said to me. it all worked, and i feel used. there was not even one bit of passion from you , did you even like me ? now you just hit me up saying you miss me and want to see me ? bullshit. i bet you need some sex or something. but i don't regret you & me though, you taught me alot, even though you may not realize it.

2] i'm just getting to know you now & i think you're cool peoples and what not but you do some stupid shit sometimes. DON'T say you're gonna do something and then don't do it. i didn't see ATCQ and i'm tight. i think you just need to learn , and hopefully you will with time as you get older. i think that you do realize some stupid shit you do too. just try to fix that dude.

3] i'm looking foward to these next months and what you may offer me. these past few weeks alone have been great...hopefully it will last. i like you alot and i hope you don't fuck me over. cause then i'm gonna have to kill you >:]

4] you stay sucking my best friend and it's pathetic. STOP RUNNING YOUR MOUTH. & if you're reading this ...then you're slobbing my dick too .

5] i feel as though you and me are off to a clean slate now. maybe that phase we had of silence was for the better....or it might hurt us and we'll never be how we were again. but i guess i'll find out in the future. i realize i have to be careful with you and what i say. i might be wrong when i say this but i think you still have some sort of feelings left for me , especially since seaside . i don't want to lead you on. i know you love me alot, and i appreciate it, i love you too. no one is gonna take me away from you. don't talk to me about this.

6] you make me so angry. you're like the only person that can make me so angry i could just cry. i wish we were closer. i wish my relationship with you would just be......easy. cause right now it feels like we're both stepping on eggshells and if we crack one, we don't give a fuck if we crack them all. holy shit, have we been through problems. i don't like when you say that you never thought that i was gonna turn out like i did. FUCK YOU. you act like i'm having sex on your bed, doing drugs and hitting you. all i do is talk back and you freak. i just wanna try , but it seems like it really is too late. is it ? can you just be there and not bitch at me cause my fucking socks are on the floor?

7] how much can a person change for the worse? i still do not know, you stay amazing me. we were soooooo close before you got your head gassed, you actually spoke to me about shit. i respected you so much, but now it's getting harder and harder for me to do that ....plus defend you. every negative thing people seem to see in you , i refused to see but you dead ass made too many stupid choices and done too much stupid shit for me not see it . who the fuck do you think you are? that experience you went through last summer was supposed to make you humbler, more responsible and respectful to people around you. it was supposed to make you a man. it seems like you came back as a boy. fucking with her mind...acting tough and cool. look who you're left with now. your baunt girl and a bunch of myspace bitches on your dick . you still have a place in my heart though, no matter what. i just need to see a drastic change in you as a person.


::realizes she's not gonna reach 20 people::


8] there's so much ..umm i don't know ..undefined tension between us. i haven't spoken to you in weeks now. i know i don't mind talking and hanging out and you probably don't either but the thing is , you make shit uncomfortable for me when you say things about the past, and how it was in that past. you should really get over that , i mean i know it might take a long time but still idk....you probably think i'm such a bitch & that i have no heart , but i'm just being realistic, logical, & honest.

9] i miss you. we used to call each other almost everyday and chill so much more last summer. this summer you seem ghost. what's good with that?

10] i'm proud of you. finally you are doing what you should have done months ago.


okay...so i didn't quite reach the twenty people , but i got half.
it's 4:52 am, and i'm finally done.
if you think you're up here, do me a favor and dont be like "glori , i know i'm def. # 9!"
don't question me either, please.

& to the people that read this that may not know me too well,
try not to judge.
you don't know the whole stories of me and these people,
so don't act like you do.
just read it and w o n d e r......

nice moment FAIL.

H: <3
ME: <33
H: i wish i could explain how nicely my balls are sagging right now
ME: -_-
that's my best friend for ya.

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Saturday, August 2, 2008

well since i AM in P.A. right now



....i might as well discuss Asher Roth. He's from Pennslyvania & he's a rapper. Sounds like eminem, except less angry at the world ? eh , i don't know ...but i like him. you should too !





CLICK HERE to hear his mixtape;'THE GREENHOUSE EFFECT' ^-^

i'm in pennslyvania right now.

SMH

ignorant people sure are funny.




i think this is one of the funniest videos on youtube. nothing beats a crazy ass hoodrat from the ATL bitching out a old lady. I wonder...what in the world did that old lady call this girl to make her go ape shit like she did? then it gets better ...the hoodrat starts flipping the shit on some "nigga from Glenwood" that supposably raped her. i'm sorry but LMFAO. The subtitles<3 holy shit , i'm dying.